crap.
that's how i'm feeling at the moment.
multiple zits are appearing on my face (all thanks to my wonderful period), i'm having cramps (also thanks to my wonderful period) and i miss wilson.
not only do i hate having my period in summer, i hate being bored with nothing to do. just not used to being at home so much, doing nothing.
every single thing reminds me of wilson.
every single thing makes me wish i was back in spore and out with him.
weekends just seem so... different.
usually out with him on saturday for dinner and then sundays i'm usually with him after lunch with my grandparents.
aaargh.
i'm so sorry if i seem like i'm continously whining and complaining about this but i really need to get it out of my system. i s'ppose then you'd just ask me, why then are we still together ? well, because we love each other. and a life without him would just be too strange and i wouldn't like that at all. trying to look on the bright side here, at least he might be coming here in march. and even then, he'd probably have to sneak out or something. but at least there's a possibility of him coming to perth (not exactly to visit me, but who cares.) !!
well i finally went for body combat with grace today, after gawd knows how long and it felt quite good actually. tiring, but good. probably be going for the one on wed again. at least it's something to take my mind off things and plus, it's good exercise !! although i kind of felt sorry for the instructor guy, cos he kept trying to make everyone get psyched up and everything. i.e. 'come on everyone, say 'yeah' !' and 'let me see those hands!' poor guy. but that doesn't mean that i'm going to say 'yeah'.
anyway, i think i'm feeling slightly better now.
i think.