there's a saying that goes , "one man's meat is another man's poison" , and i've recently discovered just how true that saying is .

you see , i find this particular person (let's call him/her B) absolutely irritating and needy . yet , this other person (let's call him/her D) seems to see something attractive in B - and i really can't see what it is . just when you thought things were over , they aren't . i just don't understand , D deserves so much better .

i know it's very selfish of me to say that , but it's true . i mean , i'm not the only person who thinks so . apparently D is the only person who sees something good in B . i won't go on bitching about B because i have done so so many times , and i don't think i'd ever like him/her . no matter what .

yes , that does sound unfair and judgemental , and who am i to say all that ? but first impressions really count and let's just say that ever since i first met B , i had a bad feeling about him/her . and so i don't think the bad feeling will go away - not any time soon anyway . frankly , i'm quite happy that B doesn't actually live in perth anymore . that way , we won't have to see him/her that often . oh wait , hold on . we only get the pleasure of having B's company if he/she decides to come and be a killjoy .

i'm critical and sometimes brutally honest . get over it . alrite so i might sound bitter , i'm not . i just felt like sharing how i feel about a certain someone ( B ) . as you can tell , i REALLY don't like him/her . sometimes B gets upset over the slightest things and then they have a fight . and all because B was being a selfish pain in the arse who never admits that he's wrong .

in case you're wondering , i'm still in a rather bitchy mood . i really need another bitching session , grace !! haven't had one in a while . hmm .

2 more weeks of school , then it's the holidays ! omg ! i can't wait ! oo and music camp's on thursday too ! how very exciting . lol .

"Istanbul (Not Constantinople) ... "

i'm utterly disappointed with myself . got all my exam results back , and yes you guessed it , i haven't done very well . -sigh- so not only is it very depressing , it's also very demoralising .

i don't intend to be all whiney and mopey because of my horrible results . of course i won't . i'm just extremely disappointed that i didn't do better , that's all .

on top of all that , i'm having serious mood swings and cramps - all thanks to my menstrual cycle . ah yes , that time of the month . just gotta love it .

anyway , i need comfort from a certain someone .

just got back from the movies - watched shrek 2 .
hahah . it's a really funny movie , good sequel i would say .

hmm . well , nothing much has been happening . pretty boring these past few days . only that i finally watched harry potter (the third one) last nite . and yes , that's 2 movies in a row ! i liked them both .

stuffed myself with salty popcorn (the only kind of popcorn here) and coke . lol . my lips are sore from the saltiness and my tummy is full . ho hum .

i really have nothing to say . i just want to whinge about how much i want the holidays to come , and about how much i want to GO on a holiday . and by that , i mean leave perth and travel somewhere where i can rest , relax and SHOP ! but sadly , that won't be happening any time soon . in about 3 and a half months time perhaps ...

seems like i have quite a lot of stuff to do before going off to music camp next thurs . yet i don't feel stressed or anything . i'm not the only one though , everyone appears to be sort of back into a 'holiday' mood again . anyhow , we still have a ton of work due before next week . -sigh-

... argh . i'm hungry again ... !

what a blast !

i'm sooo glad that mum and i bought tickets to go see 'We Will Rock You' ! i think it's safe to say that it's the best musical i've been to . ever . haha . great singing , good songs and a hilariously funnt script . loved every single bit of it !

so yees . that was the highlight of my day . lol . didn't end up going to the city after the show was over , cos tina and grace were already going home . soo yeah . ahh well . still craving ice cream and photo-taking ...

alrite well that's all i'm gonna say now . can't really think of anything else cos my head kind of hurts .

britney spears died to save us all ...
(don't get it ? it's ok .)

the day was spent in the city : )
first there was hungry jacks , then we made our way to 'diva' to get me some earrings . i love that shop ! and they had some earrings and accessories at half price too , so i managed to get 2 pairs of dangly earrings (one red pair , one pink pair) and some bangles - all for only $10.85 . was extremely happy after that , cos i haven't actually bought anything in a really long time . AND now i have pink and red earrings ! *grin* i think my obsession now would be accessories , after all , one can never have too many accessories !

the city is full of weird ppl , but that's a given . o yes there was this really bad busker who had a small keyboard on his lap and he was playing it with two fingers , while singing a song . he was quite terrible and i think this group of ladies walking in front of us felt bad , so they were digging through their purses looking for change . lol .

the day seemed to go by really slowly , but it was finished off nicely with a cup of coffee (for me) and hot chocolate (for grace) - topped with cream and marshmallows . mmm mmm . then we made our way home .

hmm . i feel as though some of us are drifting apart . i guess it's just the lack of time spent together or something ? haven't been out together in a really long time , so i really hope that we can tmr . tis our last year and some of us are leaving (on a jet plane) . bahh . sentimental .

o yes and i really do like the picture of milo below . talk about yummy . i feel like a 12 year old , lusting after celebrities . how sad is that .

i want to go on a holiday !! -sigh- can't wait till the end of the year , i'll be so happy and relaxed . that'll be when we're all FREE - for real . cos right now , school starts on monday again , meaning that there'll be more assesments and hw to come . my dad also told me that i should be putting together a study timetable , since there are only 3 and a half months more . argh . it just feels too soon . i do want to do well though , obviously . it's just that i hate timetables cos i hardly stick to them , but maybe it's worth a try .

dum dee dum ...

Milo , o Milo



look !! it's milo !! oo i love this picture !

deja vu

the exams are over . finally . it's not the start of complete freedom , but at least it's freedom for a while .

oo ! and i'm going to watch 'we will rock you' on saturday with mum ! i know it's going to be good , cos everyone who has gone so far has had nothing but wonderful things to say about it . can't wait to go sing along to the Queen songs . lol .

last nite , i had this dream that i was doing my econs exam and i didn't manage to finish my 3rd essay . but by some odd reason , i still managed to get 80% for it and that kind of pulled up my semester grade by a lot . anyway , when i got to school this morning for the exam , everyone saw me and said ,

"omg lynda ! congrats on your econs mark !"
me : "what ? why ?"
everyone : "cos you got the highest mark right ?? heard you got 80% !"
me : i did ??

so yes . how weird . i was completely stunned for a moment cos it was exactly how it happened in my dream . lol . but anywayy , it WASN'T me cos i actually failed that last econs test . twas actually stef who got the highest mark . so yeah .

hmm . well , the econs exam went quite terribly and i almost ran out of time to write my essays . still think i didn't write good ones though , felt like i was repeating myself over and over again just to make it seem like i had written lots . buuut everyone else was saying the same thing too , so i wasn't the only one .

so relaxed now and it feels soo good : ) ookie well i'm just gonna continue vegetating in front of the computer . bye bye .

good morning all .

just woke up and my head still kind of hurts , but the pain is slowly going away . so that's good . well since the last time that i've blogged , nothing exciting has happened .

let's see . ever since the exams have started , i've put on what seems like tons of weight . and you would think that during times like these one would lose weight , but no , not me . o yes , and pimples - they just keep appearing . how annoying . just when the huge one on my forehead started to go away , i noticed ANOTHER huge one growing right next to it . o and i've also made enemies with econs . not that we were good friends before , but at least i sort of liked it . now i loathe the sight of it .
and so , i heave a big SIGH .

on the brighter side of things , i've actually been productive these past few days . i think it's the realisation that if i don't be productive , i'm pretty much screwed . sooo i've been doing work . *pats self on head*

can't wait till wed . ahhhhhhh ... then i have two whole days to sleep and bum around , while everyone else still has exams to complete . *evil laugh*

ook well , i think that's it from me . i'll update soon . or something .

what is the world coming to . yesterday , 9 criminals escaped from jail and apparently they just walked out the gates . after which , they hijacked a car (or 2 maybe ?) and that's how they escaped . just like that . really does make you wonder about WA's law enforcement . but the good thing is that most of them have been caught , so they're 5 of them still out there . it's quite scary though , cos they're supposed to be convicted rapists or something like that . hmm .

o yes and then there was some article about this ex-chief policemen (i think . he was some policemen or other .) and he was quoted as saying , "crime . just get used to it ."
gee , that's such a comforting remark to make . so you see , it's no surprise that NINE bloody convicts can escape from jail .

2 more papers to go ! lots and lots of studying for me over the weekend , starting from today . accounting and econs - fun fun fun .

talk about emotional outbursts . finally had one . but it wasn't just about math , there was definitely another cause - i just didn't mention it . just a few things bugging me at the moment and i think they'll continue to bug me for a while .

will someone please come to perth to visit me ?!

2 down , 3 to go !

well it's only day 2 of exams , 3 more to go ! i have applic tmr . *eeks* i'll just be really happy if i pass it . lol . i'm terrbile at math , whether i have a tutor or not . but she has helped , so it's not all gone to waste .

i had some other stuff to say , but now i've forgotten it all . hmph . o yes , i can't wait till the exams are over !! cos that means i can finally go out and watch harry potter and shrek 2 : ) this time next week , i'll be FREE ! at least there'll be a few days in between that i can enjoy before getting the results back .

until then , i'm far from free . have yet to get into serious study for accounting and econs . but i'm especially scared for econs .... anyhooo . enough talk about school . it's sickening .

but don't expect this entry to be very interesting . haven't really been thinking of anything else . ah yes , except for the fact that perhaps i should sleep earlier ? was so difficult getting out of bed this morning , my TWO alarm clocks went off and i just turned them BOTH off and slept for another 10 mins . disgusting , really . lol .

mmm anyway , i think it's time i go take a shower cos my hair's grossly unwashed .

*p.s. haven't talked to some of you guys for a while . so ...
dyan : hows the hair ?!! did it turn out okae ??
sebas : where have you been ! been busy i guess . we'll talk soon . we must .

*p.p.s. i want a new blog skin or something . hmm . that might be one of post-exam projects !

yet another disappointing sunday ... but hey , 3rd time lucky perhaps ?? (haha . i'm being hopeful here .)
me : jo !! jo !! he just left !!
jo : what are u doing here then ? run after him !!
me : what ?! noo ... i'll look stupid !!
-jo walks in the direction of the carpark , then walks back again cos cathii comments on how prissy she (jo) looks when she's walking-

ahh well . apart from that , twas a good sunday and at least i got to see milo ! *smiles* got some work done too .

good day , good day i say ...

visual updates


our leavers tops !! : ) that's jo , me , tina and grace .


me and (my mummy) tina


and it's milo !! *swooon* i just love him . (he's doing that hands-in-his-pockets thing , tina !!)


yes , trying to read mr david suzuki's 'the sacred balance' .


i'm thinking ... (*gasp* i'm capable of doing that okae)


twas a tough applic (math) question . hate math .


then i got bored ...


ooo milo bar ! talk about short attention span (just like a goldfish) .


glasses .


no glasses .


me and my uniform

i'm strangely unstressed ...

skittles: wonderful for cheering up

i love sugar , especially in the form of skittles ! great for cheering up . -sigh- i just feel so drained of energy all the time , and it's getting more difficult to get out of bed every single morning . part of the reason is that i'm so warm and comfortable in bed , the other reason is that i'm tired and i just want to sleep in a little bit more .

after watching a bit more of that movie 'when a man loves a woman' during RE today , it just made me feel very depressed . it's just such a sad movie and for once , i hope that there'll be a happy ending or something . but we'll have to wait until after exams to watch the rest of it . damn . that's quite a long time . michael (andy garcia) is just soooo sweeeet and i feel so sorry for him . hmm . anyway ...

i feel like becoming a bit of a hermit during the exam period - i.e. no going out or calling people . maybee i'll come online once in a while , so i'll be a semi-hermit then .

i should start doing some work later on . later meaning ... say , 5pm ? i just need some rest beforehand . ah yes , i remember why i don't like exams - everyone gets subdued and become less talkative . recess and lunch just aren't the same any more . i don't recall ever feeling bored during those times in school . but at least today was okae , people were talking . so that's good .

anyway , i'm feeling better now . less annoyed at school , and it's all thanks to the sugar : ) shall go make myself a hot drink now ... here i go , off to go pig out some more !

and so the mid-term concert is over ... haha . it went pretty well though . : ) i'm quite happy with our peformances , except for the choir one . *shudders at the thought* never before has a 10 minute performance felt sooooo damn long . i thought it was quite a terrible performance , but according to members of the audience - it wasn't that bad . ha . maybe they're just being kind ! cos it sounded pretty bad from where i was standing , i suppose it was mainly due to the fact that i was standing in between 2 girls who were extremely tone deaf and unable to pitch their notes properly . i'm not saying that i'm a wonderful singer , but at least i can sing in tune .

you know what else really annoyed me ? the flute choir . oh my goodness . the one reason why i can't stand listening to flutes in big numbers (meaning more than 2) , is that they tend to get very screechy and then you can't shut them up . so yes , the flute choir was quite bad and they practically murdered 'my immortal by evanescence' . and what are they doing playing that song anyway ?! other than that , i thought the rest of the evening went really really well *grin* especially 'whaa happen?' ! we rock i tell ya ... hahaha .

well school has been alrite i guess . nothing exciting has been happening . i'm just proud of myself cos i'm actually studying and putting in more effort , so *hooray* for me . exams start next wed ! omg . i just feel so unprepared and i'm quite scared about some papers - i.e. english , econs and applic . that's 3 out of the 5 subjects i do . gee , i feel so confident right now ...

hmm . we have free dress (aka civvies) on friday and i don't know what to wear . i suppose i should wear a pink item of clothing cos the theme for the day is 'pretty in pink' . but i don't want to get all dressed up cos i just find it dumb when ppl take so much effort to get all dolled up for school . i mean , it's just school . i'm not saying that you shouldn't have fashion sense , but what's the point of picking out your BEST clothes and putting on all that make up ?! o yes, and they're selling fairy floss at lunch time !! sugar . mmm .

it also just occurred to me that it's the 2nd , well almost 3rd day , of winter ! the weather's still being a major pain though . cos it's absolutely freeeezing in the mornings , then it gets warm during the afternoon and then at night , it gets really cold again . and i'm just slightly annoyed that i choose to wear extra layers of clothing on the WRONG days . take yesterday for example : it was friggin' cold and it juuust happened to be the day that i got lazy and decided NOT to wear an extra layer of clothing . it just had to be the day i thought , "ahh nvm . it won't be that cold ." then today i decided to wear an extra layer cos i remembered the day before being extremely cold , so i just wanted to be nice and warm . but no , today turned out to be quite warm in the afternoon . *doh*

speaking of layers , i've recently become obsessed with wearing layers of clothing . don't ask me why . it's just another one of my weird obsessions . lol . i also think it's quite fun to put all those layers of clothing on , and besides , it keeps me warm in this winter-weather ! so there .

another weird thing that i've done recently - make myself cry . i've been in a very crying mood recently . seems that anything remotely romantic or sweet makes me feel all sad and want to cry . hate these bloody sappy mooods , they just irritate me but i can't do anything about it . like today in RE (religious education) , we started watching the movie 'When a Man Loves a Woman' (yes , that's right . sing the song ... ) . we're watching it cos we're discussing marriages and relationships at the moment . anyway , as most of you would know , i'm not one to cry in movies but this one just makes me cry . it's really quite a sad movie and i don't mind meg ryan in this one . ah yes and it's also got andy garcia . he's not too bad for an old guy . they play the married couple Michael and Alice Green , and he's just sooo sweet to her . you see , Alice (meg ryan) is an alcoholic and she goes into rehab . Michael's just so supportive and loving , it's really sweet . well that's where we're up to so far , so i don't know anything else about the plot .

whoaa . it's been a pretty long entry . but i'm just in one of those typing-moods , so i apologise now for the long-windedness .