dazed

slept over at tina's house last nite ... just got home. so excuse me if my sentences start to not make sense ...

wed :
went for body combat with nette and grace and it was more tiring than usual ... i don't know why. kept yawning after that. got ready and then went to pick grace up, then we made our way to tina's house. they (tina, grace and ursie) had to get school books and stuff so we all went out to get them.

got back to tina's house and started our 'summer snow' marathon ! lol. 8 straight hours of this jap drama serial. it was a pretty good one actually ! kind of liked it ... 'cept it got kind of depressing after a while. and the bit that i actually could somewhat relate to was the airport scene (the 2nd one that is ... when she was supposedly leaving for america.). and yes, i HATE airports ! so that was the bit i could kind of relate to ... like how the guy and the girl wanted to be together but it wasn't possible ? yeah. -sigh- well except i'm quite thankful that i'm not surrounded by tragedy like the main character was. i.e. his younger brother was deaf, his younger sister fell pregnant and the father of the baby was this really stupid/lazy guy. o and the girl he fell in love with had a heart condition and she almost died. poor dude.

anyhow, we watched 'love actually' and 'kill bill vol 1' after that ... wheeee ! i really like watching sword fights ... and i think uma thurman is very cool also. cutting ppl's limbs off and stuff. hehe. but 'love actually' on the other hand, was quite a depressing movie for me. cos the 1st time i watched it was with wilson so all these memories and stuff started coming back. kept trying to hold back the tears but eventually they just came. so i went to tina's bathroom and just sat there for a while. felt better after a while ... msged him and then he said that there was a 90% chance of him coming here in march !!*yay* so that kind of cheered me up a little. after that we watched ... oo we watched 'how to lose a guy in 10 days'. ok, so now i change my mind. don't really like kate hudson any more. she got a tad annoying in the movie (even though that was probably the point of it. but still. she's very blonde !!). after that we weren't sleepy yet, so we just watched tv ... and then tina fell asleep. hehe. but we're so proud of her cos she managed to stay awake for the whole night. i think we spoke too soon though, cos soon after we congratulated her she fell asleep. so yeah. lol.

ooo ! we watched this show 'the road to fame' on cable ... and it showed short clips of various celebrities before they were famous. was pretty interesting. i guess. i must say, sarah michelle gellar was such an ugly child ! she was ! lucky for her that she kind of grew out of that ugliness. (don't like her much ...) o and there was a clip of keanu (oo lovely keanu!) in some cereal ad when he was a kid. he still looks the same ... boy, what a good looking kid he was.

yes. so that was my day ... we (grace and i) slept at ... 7.30am ? around there i think. hahaha. yeees. it was quite funny though. cos before that we were just sitting there laughing/giggling/chuckling at practically everything. but we didn't want to sleep yet cos we wanted to see the clip of keanu when he was a kid. i think we went slightly high due to lack of sleep or something (ok ok wilson ... ppl CAN get tired high like you.).

yeap.
so that was my wed ! it kind of just went by really quickly ! lol. seems like a really long time ago that we watched 'summer snow' and did all that stuff. anyhooo, i think i will go now ... really hungry. shall go see if the garlic twist i was defrosting has defrosted. o and gonna watch the finale of nip/tuck too ! (thanks for helping me record it grace. grace face.) it's such a good show ! i like it. i like it alot.

ok. i love you, bye bye !

happy australia day to nobody in particular ...

just got back from heathcoate (the place we went to see the fireworks) ... nette, adit and i got there around 1 something to 'chope' place. but the aussies appeared to be more kiasu than us ... i s'ppose everyone just wanted to get a good spot. well we thought we got a pretty good spot and it didn't appear to be too sunny ... until the sun moved that is. so we kind of just sat there for a few hrs. baking. now nette and i are sunburnt! (juuuust a smidgeon ... ) and i think my burn will eventually fade away and not become a tan. as usual. grr. well it's kind of unbelievable to think that tons of ppl arrive in the afternoon to get a good spot just to see half an hour of fireworks. lol.

was just a bit annoyed cos when it was about to start, the ppl sitting in front of us started to all stand up ! i mean it would obviously make more sense if they remained seated so that ppl behind them could enjoy the fireworks too ... but nooo. silly ppl. ppl with their children sitting on their shoulders and what not. sheesh. o yes, there was this particular well-rounded (fat) girl who decided to STAND on an eski (esky?) ... therefore blocking the ppl behind her. and what made her look stupid-er was the fact that she had a major wedgy and she kept dancing. (someone brought a radio so that we everyone could hear what was going on in the city) super irritating, that girl.

anyhoo, that was our day ... quite eventful. i'm quite hyper/happy now. i think i have the coke and coffee to thank. haha. and i'm wearing my new rainbow-coloured stripey boxers !! *grin*

o yes, and a marvellous day for the aussie tennis players: hewitt and philippousis. haw haw. both of them lost ... hmm. don't really like them anyway. so happy that federer beat hewitt and now he's through to the next round !

alrite. i will be off now ... gooooodbyeeee ...

*yay*
how happy am i !
went to garbo today and bought 2 items ... on sale.
didn't end up getting those cargo pants cos they were too long. -sigh- they don't make pants for short ppl here. grr. hmm. so i ended up buying a pair of rainbow-coloured stripey boxers (only $20 from bnt. very worth it.) and a skirt from westco (also $20 !). so so happy with my purchases !
o and we (grace and i) also watched 'the last samurai' ... which is an awesome movie. so please go watch it ! don't particularly like tom cruise (and i never did ... ) and i didn't think i'd like the movie .. but hey, waddya know. o and the jap girl in the movie was so pretty too ... hmm. i think i've decided that i like movies that have battles involving swords and bows and arrows - i.e. lotr, last samurai .. stuff like that. hehe. i like i like.

so that was my wonderful day ...
and even better, tina's coming back tmr !!

yoga this morning was good !! and it was nice to know that nette, grace and i weren't the least flexible ppl in the class ... there were some other ppl who were new as well and i think it's safe to say we were more flexible than them. haha. well not really feeling sore or anything, but some of the positions really hurt. saw this asian-looking lady who was at body combat on wed morning again ... i think she goes for practically every class at melville aquatic ! we peeped into the 'fit ball' class cos we saw ee ee and we tried to wave but she didn't see us ... saw that asian-looking lady there. and then after that she went into the room that the yoga was in. but i s'ppose it's really good that an old-ish lady like herself is keeping fit and all.

i've decided to spend half of my cny money ! probably buy a pair of cargo pants in myer that are on sale ... been eyeing them for a while cos i really want cargo pants. hmm. and then maybe i'll buy a top from jeans west. we'll see. but omg, i have some money ! gonna save the rest for michael buble tickets or something.

ahh !! cat empire's performing on feb 7 for some festival thing ... grace ? tina ? anyone wanna come with me ?? it's only $30 ... and i guarantee that it'll be worth it !!

haha o ! we were watching tennis (australian open) this afternoon and justine henin-hardenne was playing against this russian girl called svetlana kucetsova or something like that ... and mum kept saying her name. i.e. "o well done svetlana ! that was a really good shot svetlana!" lol. yes. hmm. yes yes, my mother is a strange woman ... i think that's where we get our weirdness from ?

happy new year to one and all !!

reunion dinner last nite was really good ... steamboat and then tang yuan for desert. mmm mmm. and as usual, mum and ee ee were being extremely strange ... lol. but hey, that's pretty normal in this household !

woke up around lunch time today and had leftover soup with bee hoon for lunch, and it was still yummy. *smiles* called our grandparents before leaving for ee ee's house to wish them all 'xing nian kuai le' and stuff. played mahjong for most of the afternoon and today was a good mahjong-playing day cos i won alot !! (too bad we didn't play with real money ...) watched some cable cos there were all these really good comedies on. yes, that's how deprived of cable i am ... grace and i like to go to tina's house to watch cable too. ahaha.

well, going for yoga with nette and grace tmr ! i'm quite excited cos i've never done yoga before ... and besides, we even have yoga pants ! lol. oo k nvm, don't ask.

oo k then ... until tmr ! (i'll fill you in on the yoga)

she is just SO annoying.
she is just such little pieces of SHIT.
she just really pisses me off ...
maybe she should just fuck off ?

ok.
it's cny ...
i should be happy.
i guess.

gave my resume to 4 places today ... so not too bad, and grace says she'll ask her mum/dad about the sticking of labels on the salad bottles for me. so maybe i can make some money if they say o k. $7.50 a box i think, and she says there's about 10 boxes left to do ... so that's $75 already. apparently sticking labels gets monotonous after a while, but i don't really mind. the only reason there's about 10 boxes left is that grace and her mum don't really want to do any more labelling. lol.

walked around garbo too and i saw lots of nice stuff that i want to buy if and when i have money:
- this pair of cargo pants that looks very nice and comfy to bum around in. (and it was a sale item at myer too ... hopefully it'll still be there some time soon!!)
- bonds boxers (very cute white boxers with polka dots on them. ah i want them! $12.)
- stripey undies by this brand called Holeproof. (grace says they're very me ... so naturally i want them too.)
- 2 nice tops that i saw in Jeans West. can't exactly describe them right now cos i don't know how to ... you have to see it to know what i mean.

and yes, still in search for a nice pair of levi's. =) but i figure i might just get them in spore ... IF i do go back this year. maybe next year. and hopefully by then i'll have more money than i do right now (which is about $10 and a few coins ... but that's only cos i asked my dad for some money today.) so tmr, most of the $10 will be gone cos i'm going to grace's house to eat and hang out so we need to go get some supplies - i.e. ice cream to make milkshakes ! and ok maybe some other food. but ice cream is most important i think.
movies and food ... here we come !

goodbye my beautiful brassiere ...

yes, that's right.
my beautiful pink bra with spots is getting old ...
i don't know how long more it will last.
but i like it soooo much, i hope it doesn't get thrown out.

happy anniversary to us !!
*smiles*
it's our 2nd anniversary today !!

ooo wanna hear something kind of spooky ?
well this morning at about 5.30 in the morning, i came out to get a new box of tissue cos my nose was running (ok, you probably didn't need to know that). so i came out from my room the kitchen to look for a box of tissue. as i walked past the living room, i swear i saw a guy (could've been a girl) sitting on dad's leather chair reading or something. well the tv was off, so he/she could've been reading. but i really don't know ! so i asked adit this morning if he was up at 5.30 and he said no, he was sleeping. ahhh !! and i swear it looked alot like him cos of his pyjama (did i spell that rite?) top. and it even turned its head and looked at me ... but obviously every thing was fuzzy (like momo!) cos i didn't have my glasses on. maybe it was just my eyes playing tricks on me or something, but it really looked like there was someone/something sitting there ...

o yes and dad got me a new graphics calculator from spore but it's completely different from my old one. i still don't understand why he insisted on buying it since it was more expensive there anyway. i'm just slightly irritated cos i have to re-learn how to use the bloody calculator cos ALL the buttons are different. he (my dad) keeps saying, "yeah i'm sure the functions are the same larh". well for me to USE the functions, i actually have to figure out HOW and which buttons and stuff ... so joy! something to do before school starts ! *grr* not exactly what i wanted, but o k. besides, i don't even know if we're allowed to use the hp 49 G in school. kind of hoping that we aren't so that i don't have to learn how to use it on my own. really hate reading manuals.

anyway, we're going out soon so i'm gonna go now. but my parents told us that we were leaving "late afternoon". and now it IS afternoon, well almost. and i could've woken up at least an hour later ...

ok. i'm gonna go now.
toodles !

watched 'run lola run' just now ...
i kind of liked it.
one of those foreign movies - this one's in german.
and plus, lola has cool red hair but she has a stupid bf. i don't like him.
but yes, go forth and watch this movie !

all together now: awwwww....

how nice.
dad just got back from spore today and so now our whole family's here. together. awww ... *cue cheesy happy music*
o and lynne baked muffins ! muffins with chocolate chips and almond flakes. mmm mmm. i like lynne. she bakes good muffins, cookies and cakes.

hmmm.
my arms are achy...
it's the body combat the other day and it shows how long i haven't gone for. i was tired.
o and we also realised that nobody else actually looks at our student cards and/or asks how old we are. it was just that stupid lady.

yes well i've decided to be happy today ...
so that means no moping, no bitching (okae maybe a little. i don't think i could go without it.) and no depressing-talk. so there.

happy. i shall be happy.

crap.
that's how i'm feeling at the moment.
multiple zits are appearing on my face (all thanks to my wonderful period), i'm having cramps (also thanks to my wonderful period) and i miss wilson.
not only do i hate having my period in summer, i hate being bored with nothing to do. just not used to being at home so much, doing nothing.
every single thing reminds me of wilson.
every single thing makes me wish i was back in spore and out with him.
weekends just seem so... different.
usually out with him on saturday for dinner and then sundays i'm usually with him after lunch with my grandparents.
aaargh.
i'm so sorry if i seem like i'm continously whining and complaining about this but i really need to get it out of my system. i s'ppose then you'd just ask me, why then are we still together ? well, because we love each other. and a life without him would just be too strange and i wouldn't like that at all. trying to look on the bright side here, at least he might be coming here in march. and even then, he'd probably have to sneak out or something. but at least there's a possibility of him coming to perth (not exactly to visit me, but who cares.) !!

well i finally went for body combat with grace today, after gawd knows how long and it felt quite good actually. tiring, but good. probably be going for the one on wed again. at least it's something to take my mind off things and plus, it's good exercise !! although i kind of felt sorry for the instructor guy, cos he kept trying to make everyone get psyched up and everything. i.e. 'come on everyone, say 'yeah' !' and 'let me see those hands!' poor guy. but that doesn't mean that i'm going to say 'yeah'.

anyway, i think i'm feeling slightly better now.
i think.

it's been two days since i've been back in perth. ok 3, if you count tuesday as one day. well i kind of feel like i'm starting to waste away, waiting for march to come. not really looking forward to the ball on feb 28 at the moment actually. maybe it's cos wilson won't be able to come earlier ? which means that i have to find someone else to take to the ball, and it won't be as special as i want it to be. but o well, what can i do.
but yes, it really sucks to have nothing to do... argh. tina! come back sooner will you?! then grace, you and me can have a massive sleepover and watch movies and make ice cream!! and besides, i miss you !!

shitee.
my ear's bleeeeding!
bleeeding i tell you!
hmm.
bloody $4 piercing at heeren.
no wonder i never pierced my ear at those shops before... now i remember why.

oo yees.
went to harbour town with my darling big seeeester today.
she tried on some clothes... the cheap ones of course.
but yes, those cheap clothes also made her look like a bag.
had fun though, laughing at ppl and all. as usual.
o but there was this strange man (who was desperately in need of a haircut and shave) on the bus. he put his plastic bag down the sit next to him and started talking to it. like what the... ? and did i mention that he smelt funny too? well he did. i had a funny feeling that he might have been a hobo or something.

ahhhhhh...
i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored.
really don't know what to do with myself until school starts.
guess i should continue the search for a job cos i really need the money too.
hmmm.
which reminds me, i should add a pair of levi's to my wishlist (this is all when i have money of course. cos rite now, i have a grand total of $1 in my piggy bank) . but wilson has kindly offered to sponsor them if they don't cost too much. just feel kind of bad, that's all. i mean, we're not even married and yet i feel like i'm living off his money... apparently he doesn't think so. ah well.

ookie dokes.
i think i shall go now...
nette's home!
going to start our gilmore girls marathon... 6 whole episodes.
(and all thanks to gracey wacey... who has this obsession with the word 'strumpet'. hahaha. -sigh-)

***new pictures***
link: return to spore

just pictures of me and wilson actually.
don't have to look really.
hehe.
just uploaded them for fun = )

instead of job hunting grace and i just bummed around.
today was more of a sit-down-and-relax day i think. had lunch at garden city and we ate jap food - yaki udon for me. mmm mmm.
decided to go to grace's house at about 2pm so that i could make a yummy milkshake with her new milkshake maker [a present from her brother. how nice of him!]. was a delicious milkshake, if i do say so myself. made it with neopolitan ice cream and added some chocolate powder stuff. [now now, stop salivating.]
so it was all very nice.
grace had her bandung-like ice slushy, me with my o-so-yummy milkshake and us sitting there watching 'pirates of the caribbean' [with johnny and orlando of course - two very yummy actors].
then we watched some special features from this lotr dvd that grace borrowed. again, with more yummy actors [i.e. viggo and orlando. yet again.].

o yes.
note to self: save up enough money for michael buble tickets, new hip mo toast cd, earrings and a sword for grace.

total bummer.

went to check the prices of tickets for michael buble's concert in april. -sigh- the cheapest tickets cost $80+ !! ahhh!! how annoying !! so this means that i must do one of the following:
a) begin job hunting
b) start a fund so ppl will donate money to me
c) hint strongly to my friends so that they will help me financially
or
d) beg

yes.
well those are the possibilities so far anyway. let's put it this way, things don't look good. lol.
hopefully i'll be able to find a job. if not i will have to resort to helping grace's dad stick labels on salad bottles to earn some money. well actually i don't really mind... grace got quite a hefty amount of money from just doing that. although i think it took her quite a long time to earn that. but i'm quite prepared to work hard. really. getting sick and tired of being perpetually broke! and by perpetually, i mean perpetually. it's really quite sad. always owing ppl money and stuff.

I'M BACK !!

yes. that's rite. you heard me, i'm back.
-sigh-
it's kind of hard to believe that a whole month has already passed by... and i miss wilson already. i miss him ALOT. i just find it kind of annoying how we're never actually together for our anniversary [which is on the 19th of jan]. but we already kind of celebrated it so i guess it's o k. = ) 2 yrs and still going strong. *smile*

well the flight back wasn't too bad.
'cept was sitting at bk with dugong, crys, dyan and wilson. so i got kind of carried away and we left bk quite late. oops. so the goodbyes were kind of rushed and not exactly how i wanted it to go, but o well. lynne and i had to walk quite briskly to the gate. gate number 18 which just had to be right at the END. gawd. was super annoyed.

was feeling rather depressed and non-smiley for the earlier part of the flight, but towards the end i felt better. sort of.

this is gonna take some major getting used to [not being with wilson that is].
apparently the soccer team might be having a camp here so *yay* !! really hope that happens. if it does, he'll come in march but only for about 5 days or something. better than nothing i suppose.

well i think that's all the blogging i will do this afternoon.
bye!

happy new year!!

well, i spent my new year with wilson and went to town to watch movies...
watched 'mona lisa smile' and 'ju on 2'.
although ju on was really scary, and it probably wasn't such a good idea to watch it last and at 1am...
but i guess thankfully the entire cinema was full and there were a few screamy girls who acted as alarms when the scary bits came... kind of got annoying after a while though.
didn't realise that it would be so so creepy and we even had to walk back to his house after that.
we walked the more brightly lit way back but still, there were times when it was kind of dark and empty.

hmm.
o yes, orchard was also trashed and it looked like there had been riots or something.
felt really sorry for whoever would have to clean the whole mess up.
there were also some stupid racist bastards who kept spraying the bangladeshi workers in the eyes and stuff. *tsk*
[the spray was those party spraying things]
wouldn't have been surprised if a fight broke out.

got back to wilson's house around 4am and almost managed to stay up to watch the sunset but after a while we got impatient and went to bed.
was trying not to think about ju on and was quite happy that he left a light on in the living room.
but didn't manage to fall asleep until the sun actually rose cos i wasn't tired.

yes.. so that was my new year.
happy new year to everyone and i miss you grace and nette and tina !!!