i just want to be happy and content with life . it's just a little difficult right now . there's just so many 'what ifs' going through my mind , wondering how things might have been if i did this or did that .
and also, sometimes i just want to be single again . i'd like to know if things are less complicated that way ?? but in case you're wondering , no , i'm not regretting my choice to have a bf . and no way in hell am i regretting having wilson as my bf . cos i'm really glad that i have him , although i don't know for how long more right now with all this shit happening . if you're reading this , i'm SO sorry . i never meant to screw everything up like this .
just not thinking about all of this right now ... and i've been successful . need to concentrate on the most important - school. cos i really want to do well and so far, things aren't looking all too good . o and thanks you guys for giving me sound advice and all (you know who u all are) : ) really helped .