you see, i thought i was getting better. but apparently not. well the stupid flu bug seems to have come back, and it has hit me even worse than before. -sigh- so now i can't stop sneezing and i can't stop blowing my nose. not only does it feel like i might rupture a blood vessel (or two) in my nose, it's also sore ! aaaargh . so darn irritating ok . hate being sick. oo k, maybe i was sort of hoping that i would lose my voice in the days leading up to the public speaking competition on thurs nite ... but i said lose my VOICE, not have a really bad cold .
well anyway, i've decided to go ahead with the public speaking on thurs nite. i mean, i'm only participating so that the house will get points (yes, i'm being house-spirited. for once.). in the midst of writing my speech, still . hopefully it won't turn out too badly ... even though i'm not in it to win, i don't want to get up there with a really crappy speech. cos that will be embarrassing .
really hope i'm well before saturday cos i want to go the movies !! and i want to go to nick's party !! aargh . *please* let me be well by then .