REALLY long entry ... read on if you want

i'm in one of those weird moods at the moment (so what's new eh?) , so please excuse any mean/bitchy/offensive comments that i do make . ah yes , and i apologise if i get sappy as well . like i said , i'm in a weird mood .
*note: you can choose to stop reading at any point . i just felt like being long-winded .

(1) - i'm doing my documentary proposal for english , and i've decided that my topic will be that of obesity . it will also be focused on how people are suing fast-food companies like McDonald's because they claim that they only became severely overweight after eating the food. i suspect that this is the reason why McDonald's has included a 'new taste menu' , providing healthier choices for those wanting to eat at their restaurants. i saw an ad for McDonald's and they said that they were giving their restaurants a new look ; that they were going to have their food fried in canola oil ; and that they were going to use low-fat buns for burgers . or something to that effect . i would just like to know whether those obesed people who sue McDonald's have any brains or common sense . they should know that fast-food chains like McDonald's ARE unhealthy and yes , eating large amounts of such food CAN and WILL make you extremely fat and give you heart diseases . well they should know , but they don't .

(2) - immature people bug me . i know it's not anyones fault that they are immature , but it still annoys me .

(3) - i have never experienced such jealousy and envy till last night . don't ask me how/why it happened , but i was just jealous and envious of certain people .

(4) - this is going to make me sound needy (and probably desperate) , but i feel as though i don't belong to anyone anymore and i don't like this feeling . i miss having someone whom i can say is mine and vice-versa . the word 'single' just somehow doesn't appeal to me . but maybe it's just because i haven't been single in such a long time , so there you go . that's probably it .

(5) - because of (4) , i was feeling quite depressed and sappy last night and i guess i haven't actually felt the effects of the break up . until now . empty and lonely - even more so now . and yet i don't really want someone else to come and replace him , cos i can't really see myself with any other person .

(6) - i'm sappy and i hate it .

(7) - i've been procrastinating all weekend . barely started on my documentary proposal even though it's due tmr . somehow i don't seem to feel stressed about the fact that it's due tmr and yet i haven't done anything about it .

(8) - there are all kinds of people in this world and i've probably met a few kinds of weirdos on friendster and zorpia recently . i especially detest the kind who can't for the life of me, speak proper english . i really wonder how they got through secondary school and jc/poly with such bad grasp of the language . when they talk to me on msn , they type like they're still in lower secondary and going through the phase of tAlkinGg liKeEe tHiSh and ending every single sentence with 'lor' . *hiEeXxxXx* *heeEex*

(9) - o yes , and in another point relating to (8) ... i would also like to know why some people bother to type like that . it makes me want to barf . another thing that makes me want to barf - gfs and bfs who write disgustingly mushy testimonials for each other . and no , i'm not being bitter here . i'm just saying that it's pretty gross for other people to read them . but then again , who am i to say that ? maybe i should stop reading other people's testimonials , but isn't that what they're there for ?

(10) - lastly , why do people see britney spears as a role model ? i really do want to know why . they showed her 'live in miami' concert on tv the other night and i watched it . it was quite entertaining because it was so cliched and lame , but at the same time , i really don't see why anyone would look up to her . she's become quite slutty and she seems to enjoy showing people that she's all grown-up and that it's ok for her to explore her sexuality so openly . i didn't really have a problem with that , but i saw children and their parents in the audience . those parents are certainly going to have to tell their children about the birds and bees since britney probably helped with some of that .

o yes . and i would also like to say that britney loooked rather fat in that concert . i know i shouldn't be criticising other people about their bodies or appearances , but she was wearing the ugliest clothes that revealed her chunky thighs and huge calves . i also thought it was funny when she gave the impression that she was going to play the piano for one of her songs . there was a nice grand piano on stage . she actually went and sat down in front of it and put her hands on the keys , making it look like she was actually playing when the music started . then after a musical interlude , she gets up from the piano and the piano music is still playing in the background .

well then . i think i'm pretty much done rambling . see ? i told you it was a long entry . congrateloootions for making it to the end ! lol .