regret .
that's all i'm feeling now .
argghh .
just sooo bloody annoyed with myself . i'm not going to get over this .
just watched 'sweet november' again . hmm . it's put me into one of those sappy moods , and i'm not liking it .
i've got an english essay tmr . -sigh- really not in the mood to do any school-related work , even more so than usual . buuut i have to . soo i shall go to my room and try and be a good little girl and do my work .