it's official . my happy mood is now ruined .
i don't understand . why is it that you never told me all of this until now . you wait till 2 weeks before i go back , where i will probably see you . so then what will i do ? just walk past and pretend i never saw you , or just smile and say hello - like there was nothing special between us . well if that's the way you want it , then fine .
i'm so sick of crying .
today was meant to be one of the happiest days ever . but now it just hurts like crazy and i wish i had some alcohol to make me feel (temporarily) happy and high .
oh joy , going to wake up tmr morning with puffy eyes and eye bags . let's not forget the zits and the flab either !
anyway , i've come to a decision : fuck all of this .
two more weeks till i go back to singapore - where i will have tons of fun with my friends ! miss you guys lots and i can't wait to hang out and wreak havoc . muahah .